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Dear Chris,
I know that you think by breaking up with you that i thought those almost 7 months with you was nothing. you are wrong, i regret it but i know you would never take me back. i find myself constantly looking for you when im out around the places we used to hang. thinking i see you when a lexis drives by just because that was the car you would always pick me up in. i thought we had a future together. you said that you would marry me when i turned 18 and i still want to believe that you would take me back. that we could pick up where we left off. i still love you and miss you terribly. you were my first love and even though i have a new boyfriend, he could never replace you.
