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Dear B.
Right now, you are everything to me.
I never told you this, but the first time I saw you I already had a crush on you.
You are talented and amazing, and your smile makes me feel so good.
In the beginning i thought i could never be with you,
because you still loved her…
and because I was too scared to be compared to that.
When you told me that you loved me it was the happiest I have been in a long time.
I cant really describe the feelings i had, but how can you describe love anyway?
I was so scared and happy at the same time, I didn’t know thats possible.
And now, I already love you so much but I’m scared to tell you…
what if i’m not good enough for you?
I’m not a great person, and you are so amazing in my eyes.
You are everything I want.
When you touch my face I get goosebumps,
and your smile makes me dizzy.
You and I are the only ones who know that we feel this way,
and I don’t want everybody to know…
I want this happiness to be just for you and me.
And i don’t want their jealousy to spoil things.
I love you,
L.
