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I’m sorry. i should’ve never married you. you deserve someone who will love you passionately. i love you. i do. but not the same as how i hoped it would be. see, i was afraid of being with someone who was going to treat me bad and you were so good to me that i thought…maybe…just maybe i would feel that way for you some day.. and here we are, 10 years later and i can’t say that i do. ur a great father to our children but what about our passion? what about our love? where did that go and why do i see myself falling for someone who is not you? it is not fair for me to push u away everytime u want to hold me but i can’t help to wonder why it can’t be his arms holding me instead. i’m so sorry. i never thought i’d be divorced and not that i’m planning on it but i would never want to hurt you in any way and by having this emotional affair, i can’t help but feel guilty. why didn’t i listen to my gut before we got married? why didn’t i just walk away when i had the chance? i’m sorry. i don’t know where we’ll be in the next few years, i hope this works out. i hope…
