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Today is your birthday and I got you a present… It was a really dumb, cheap present, but you thanked me anyway. We have been friends for a while now and I can’t help but think that maybe we should be more than that. I really like you, even though, to be honest, I don’t know much about you. You sit and listen to me and give me advice and you are there when I need you but you never need anything in return. I try to make conversation, but I fail. It is obvious that you do not like me. You do not even want to talk to me, but you are too nice to tell me to leave.
I am so sorry, I try to get over you, but it is difficult. We only have two classes together. I wish that we could talk freely to each other in those classes. I wish that we could talk freely period. I hoped that maybe you would say hello to me first or call me but you never do. I daydream as our teachers ramble on. I think about how life would be if we were together….. Sadly we never will be. You never look my way. You never say hello to me unless you feel obligated to do so. You never have even cared about me… I am sorry, I can’t help it that I like you.
I wish you a happy birthday. I know that there is some girl that you really like… I will never be that girl. It does not matter, though, as long as you are happy, I am content.
I will see you in english and science tomorrow.
Your Buddy,
Lei
