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I can’t help but laugh at what you say. I can’t help but wish we could talk more. I don’t love you in a romantic way, and I know you don’t feel like that about me. That’s not what I’m looking for anyway.
Just sometimes, I’m so lonely, I’d just like someone to sit with and talk to, like a brother, or like a best guy friend I’ve never had. I’d like you to tell me that things will be OK. I don’t want you to kiss me, I don’t want you to be my boyfriend. I just want to hug you and talk to you and be there for you and you be there for me. Like friends do.
When you hugged me goodbye tonight that’s all I wished for.
