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summer of ‘09 is when when first were together, i loved how different you were & how great you treated me.. you made me believe that you wouldn’t hurt me, never on purpose. well thanks for showing me that is not true. i don’t care if you were drunk.. you texted me telling me you missed me. & just a week before that i told you i missed you & you praticually laughed in my face for it. so when i got that text.. my heart skpped a beat, a huge smile was on my face.. i could’ve cried. that’s how much it meant to me.. you told me we could date again, i was by then like jumping from being so happy. i put our picture as my background, our old song was on repeat, i went to bed & dreamt about you. then the next day you tell me that you were drunk & that you didn’t mean what you said. you said you’re sorry. well sorry doesn’t cut it. i’m going to try my hardest to have you no where in my life, you are a disappointment. but i think some where deep deep down.. i always knew that.
