September 2010
23 posts
166.)
You are really an inspiration to me. You’re my sun, my moon, my stars and the ground beneath my feet. I’m so glad we’re together. My parents love you, my friends love you. You take me for drives to look out’s just so we can see the city and night and drink hot chocolate. You’re my everything. I love you with every part of my body.
165.)
I hate that I have nothing but love songs. Funny the way that I’ve been in love, could one day reflect to me as hate. Of course, this wouldn’t mean a thing anymore within the next few days because this is written in spite. Jealousy and anger can not be mixed together. For once it’s mixed, you get pain and sadness. All in equality. My dear, this is an emotional dump....
164.)
I realized how much I like you just about a week ago. I’m sorry it took me a couple of months. I love how you look, you are simply gorgous. Your long, sleek auburn hair. Your applied cateyes and pale foundation face. Actually, all of your pale skin. The way your hips looked in that pencil skirt. How your jeans fit so perfectly to you perfect frame. Your baseball t’s and Rosie the...
163.)
If I met you on the streets I would not know how to react, I have thought so many times on how I would act and what I would say, if you did not see me I would stay away but if I was caught of guard with you I would most likely be terrified. I know I had my problems, and still those things torment me but I never gave you the chance to really get to know me, you see I was afraid I still am but if I...
162.)
Darling, it’s three in the Sunday morning, and I miss your shape next to mine in bed so keenly. The shape of a pillow does not really help. I wish I could tangle my legs together with yours. The distance between your lowest rib and the top of your hip is the length of my hand outstretched. The scruff of your cropped hair under my hand is bristled and the shape of your skull provides sleek...
161.)
Mike - I hate you and I am glad your life has gone so horribly wrong. You are disloyal, hateful and sick. I feel sorry for your child and even more so for your girlfriend. I hope she finds someone lovely one day who makes her feel like my bf makes me feel. I hope that your future son does not end up like you and can see you the same way the rest of us do. As poison. Stay out of my life. P.
Notes of encouragement from Anonymous:
Heart Broken Girls - I too thought it would never get easier, i’d never heal, he was the one and that it was MY fault. I now realize that it was not my fault and I am worthy of happiness. And then I met a man who agreed. We get married in 18 months and I finally see my past heartbreak for what it was. Something to learn and grow from I just didn’t know it xxxx
160.)
When it all comes down, im exactly like you: broken, hurt, crushed, unwanted. you don’t exactly know this, and neither does your personality. I love you and your “brother”, but instead of talking to me you have him be with me instead. Please don’t think that if you fade away and let him “become real” it will solve everything because you’ll just be hurt...
159.)
S., I can’t stand it anymore!!! Why couldn’t we have met ten years ago? Before you or I were married (to other people)? I always imagined what I would do if I met someone else who moved me more than “him” but I never thought it was possible. Now, here you are and I can’t bear to look away from you. We have awkward moments in which I know you feel the connection too,...
158.)
I’m sorry. i should’ve never married you. you deserve someone who will love you passionately. i love you. i do. but not the same as how i hoped it would be. see, i was afraid of being with someone who was going to treat me bad and you were so good to me that i thought…maybe…just maybe i would feel that way for you some day.. and here we are, 10 years later and i can’t...
157.) I want to hug you. To kiss you. But I can't....
156.) I wish I could tell you the truth and just...
155.)
Today is your birthday and I got you a present… It was a really dumb, cheap present, but you thanked me anyway. We have been friends for a while now and I can’t help but think that maybe we should be more than that. I really like you, even though, to be honest, I don’t know much about you. You sit and listen to me and give me advice and you are there when I need you but you never...
154.)
I can’t help but laugh at what you say. I can’t help but wish we could talk more. I don’t love you in a romantic way, and I know you don’t feel like that about me. That’s not what I’m looking for anyway. Just sometimes, I’m so lonely, I’d just like someone to sit with and talk to, like a brother, or like a best guy friend I’ve never had....
153.)
Dear You, I love you. I regret ever ending it and never having the courage to tell you before now. I was to late everything’s all screwed up now. You dont want to lose me. You tell me you still love me too. You always have, but for some reason i have a hard time believing that. You promised me you’d never let go but you just did. So what now? I’ll turn into that hopelessly in...
152.)
I never wanted to kiss you, but since the moment we met, I loved you. Since before then. I had heard so much about you, and when we finally did meet, we just clicked. Not like I had just met my soulmate, but more like I had just met a friend I would remember for all of time. I remember how I used to know everything about you - what that asshole did to you, why it just about ruined your life, and...
151.)
You lied to me. Not about something petty and inconsequential, like your age or your job. Not even about something slightly more pressing, like whether you were single or straight. You had me thinking you were an entirely different person, in the most basic sense. The connotations of everything you had ever told me or done for me changed drastically when the truth was finally revealed, but I still...
150.)
Hey bud!
For the past few years I thought I had been in love with your brother, BUT the truth is I was actually in love with you. I know you’re two years younger, but we got along so well. I never felt awkward around you! We could just laugh and goof off. Your brother and I were never really right for each other. I wish I had seen that. I miss you TERRIBLY. I had a dream about you the other...
148.)
dear my first & only love, i sit and cry my eyes out for you, my heart breaks from all the times you’ve left. i can’t stand not being with you. i wanna go back to when it was just me and you against the world. nothing could come between us. i miss that, i miss the indescribable feeling you gave me. i smiled every day, i had you, i had love. for the first time in my life i knew what being in...
149.)
Have you ever loved me? Have you ever being happy with me? Or was I this kind of “perfect girl” all the people you know kept yelling at you that you must grab? Have you really pictured me as the mother of your children? Or was I the kind of trail you needed to do before happiness? Have you ever proud of being my husband? Have you ever happy with my gains? Have you ever desired me as I wished I...
147.)
summer of ‘09 is when when first were together, i loved how different you were & how great you treated me.. you made me believe that you wouldn’t hurt me, never on purpose. well thanks for showing me that is not true. i don’t care if you were drunk.. you texted me telling me you missed me. & just a week before that i told you i missed you & you praticually laughed in my face for it. so...
146.)
why do you have to tell me face to face that she has the most beautiful eyes in the world ! damn ! you just showed me unintentionally that I have nothing on her … it damn hurts !
HEY EVERYONE! Thanks for the constant submissions!...
July 2010
6 posts
145.)
Hey lover, Two years ago we fell madly in love. Two years ago you chased me around a swimming pool. Two years ago, our hands met. Two years ago you made smile like a CRAZY person. Two years ago, you made me happy to be alive. This vision of your face smiling at mine is still engrained in my mind. I won’t forget the vision of us laughing in the water. The chemistry was out of this world. I had...
144.)
Touch me. Why won’t you touch me? I’ve been yearning to hear the ring of your voice, the sweep of breath on my skin. Been craving getting caught up in the tangle of notes as you sing. And yet, nothing happened yesterday. You didn’t even dare get close to me. Was it because I dropped one too many sexual hints? I just like talking and joking about us having sex every so often,...
143.)
Dear YOU, So what if I’m not real, and you’re just made up. Can’t we just be together in this little love book of mine? Like what people say, anything is possible. And I would like us to prove them right.
142.)
I loved you for over 3 years now. You don’t speak to me anymore, and every time I hear your name i want to cry. You loved me so much that time, asking me out every single week, but I turned you down over and over. Because I was afraid, because I loved you too much. Now I have nothing.
141.)
Thank you for so much. You don’t know it, but you’ve made me happier then I’ve been in my whole life. You made me smile, while i helped you rebuild what you lost. I was scared to love anyone, but you made it disappear. You keep complimenting me, even though i don’t belive you. And You’ve accepted me for who I am. You are my everything. Thank you. I love you so much,...
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but the mornings are always sweet. we hug and kiss and i close the door and just like they do in the movies: i rest my back on the door and close my eyes - taking you in one last time before smiling and giggling back to my room. i fall onto the sheets and they smell like you. i smell like you. i suffocate myself with your pillow and fall asleep only to wake up to a room lit with...
June 2010
14 posts
140.)
BEST FRIEND I STILL LIKE YOU. It’s been more than two years and I know I should move on, but it’s hard to when you’re the closest thing to perfection. Anyway, thanks for letting me lean on you. I’m so glad you exist. Thinking of you, The girl you know everything about.
139.)
Dear Chris,
I know that you think by breaking up with you that i thought those almost 7 months with you was nothing. you are wrong, i regret it but i know you would never take me back. i find myself constantly looking for you when im out around the places we used to hang. thinking i see you when a lexis drives by just because that was the car you would always pick me up in. i thought we had a...
138.)
Please don’t leave me. I need you more than I need air and without you I’ll just suffocate in this damn town. I thought we had more time, a whole year before you’d have to go off to college. But I guess early decision is something I have no control over. Just don’t forget me, okay? I love you. Good luck sweetheart.
136.)
Dear B. Right now, you are everything to me. I never told you this, but the first time I saw you I already had a crush on you. You are talented and amazing, and your smile makes me feel so good. In the beginning i thought i could never be with you, because you still loved her… and because I was too scared to be compared to that. When you told me that you loved me it was the happiest I have...
135.)
i don’t know why the most stressful thing i have to deal with every day without you is missing you. i don’t know why you’re in my dream every night. i don’t know why every time you leave my room, i bury my head in the pillow you slept on to sniff every last scent you leave. i don’t know why i keep every artifact from our outings together. i don’t know why you...
137.)
There’s a hole in my heart that I can’t fill. Everytime I think of you it aches like a brand new wound. It throbs and it squeezes tight as an iron fist. I miss you, like hell and I hate you, like hell. Baby…no, I have no right to call you that. So, I’ll just call you, you. You have no idea how much I think about you, no idea how much I just want it to be okay between us. I...
134.)
You. ばか, 바보, 白痴. That’s what you are. Because you stole my heart and never gave it back.
133.)
Whenever I close my eyes, all I can see is a hazy memory of you smiling at me, our fingers entwined, and happiness emanating from your heart.
132.)
You were the one mistake that I let myself make.
131.)
I’m okay if things don’t work out. Because either way we will be miserable inside. I just realized though that one day I’ll wake up and see that you are not next to me, and that we’re not together and we never will be. I might have to spend some nights missing and crying over the fact that I’m missing you though, which I’m really afraid of doing. But in the end...
130.)
I click on your screen name and keep up you instant message window until I fight up the courage to say hi to you.
129.)
Just the thought of knowing that you like me back, makes me so happy. But why is it that everytime I see you smile I feel so miserable inside? Like everywhere hurts within my own being when I realize how beautiful you are and how much I want you but can’t have you. We are never going to be together.
128.)
I love you too much.
127.)
So it’s real this time, you’re actually leaving. Never did I think it would be this soon and never did I think it would hurt this much. You can’t come back and stay forever and you lied about when you’d be leaving, you lied about a lot of things. Everytime I think of you leaving, it’s like a tight fist is squeezing my heart to oblivion. I don’t want you to...
April 2010
9 posts
126.)
I’m sorry.
125.)
I never liked anyone enough to dream about them, but for you it was different.
124.)
When I’m drunk, I crave the comforts of a man’s touch and I can usually find one, to hold me, kiss me, and be my boyfriend for the night but when I wake up I realize it was all a drunken mess. The fling always ends that night and he never contacts me and it only makes me realize even more that the only type of man that could ever love me is one who is too intoxicated to realize who...
123.)
Hey sweetheart,
I care about you so much. You have so much faith and so much love to give to others. I’ve never met someone like you. Even after all you’ve been through, you’re still up and running, smiling, and laughing. I wish I could more like that.
I remember the first time I spoke with you. We were waiting outside on a bench. We just sat and chat. And then later I was telling a crazy story...
122.)
Dear you, There’s no one else to talk to this about, because I’ve told everyone I’ve gotten over you. Just like how a governor doesn’t reveal he’s gay, I won’t reveal my feelings for you. It’ll just cause an uproar, and I’ll never get you anyway. I’ve wasted so many bloody lonely nights thinking about you, dreaming about you. I wake up in the...
121.)
it pains me that if you had gone out with us that day, you and i would’ve ended up together…. you’re the man of my dreams (literally) and i would be happy to spend the rest of my life with you. please don’t tell me i’m beautiful anymore. don’t try to cheer me up and list all the great things about me. don’t be the sweetest guy ever and call me at two in...
120.)
Forget about her. It’s my arms you belong in.